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The Lost Weekend: The Photography of May Pang

See John the way I did”: Meet May Pang during her tour across the United States by Shelley Germeaux

The Lost Weekend
The Lost Weekend

She lived with him for eighteen months, from the summer of 1973 until early 1975, in Los Angeles and New York. During that time, she took many candid photos of him while traveling, swimming, and even hanging out with his former Beatle bandmates. 

May Pang, John Lennon’s lover and confidant during the period known as “The Lost Weekend” is on tour in the United States showcasing her photographs of John. 

We visited her exhibit at the Artists’ Gallery, August 11 and 12 in Olympia, Washington, and chatted with her at length. She said, “This is my 94th event so far, with many more to come!” 

May Pang with Shelley
May Pang with Shelley

Her decision to do this extensive road trip across the country with her photos, visiting so many states, did not come lightly. It’s a tremendous undertaking. She said, “My business partner, Scott Segelbaum, has been trying to get me to do this for about six years, and I kept saying not yet.”

Surprised, I asked her why? She said, “Frankly, I just didn’t think people would be interested in what I had in my collection. These pictures were under my bed for a long time!” 

She continued, “Finally, Scott convinced me that people would really be interested. When I knew the documentary (The Lost Weekend: A Love Story) was about to premiere, I thought this might be the time to let the public see him up close and personal.”

I asked her what she wanted fans to get out of the exhibit more than anything else. She said, “I want people to see John the way I did. These are candid, at-home shots that John loved having me take at any time.”

Who is May Pang?
Who is May Pang?

Even though we saw her photos in 2015 in Seattle, WA, she reminded me that it was a limited showing, saying, “There were only about six or seven at that time.” This was because that exhibit featured many different pieces of art, including sculptures and paintings of John Lennon by various Seattle artists. “Now,” she said, “I’m showing 37 pieces, it’s much larger. You may have seen these in my book Instamatic Karma, but this is the first time you’ve seen the actual photos in person. 

Walking around the room and looking at all her photos, each one titled and signed, I tried to decide which were my favorites. It was difficult; there are so many good ones. But one that stands out for me is the image of him in the water with the sun on his face, almost like he’s praying. It seems to capture his spirit, something May had an uncanny knack for. The closeup photos of John reveal so much clarity, and yet are candid, not posed. John is relaxed and having fun. 

The Lost Weekend
The Lost Weekend

It was an important time in his life that would have been lost to the ages without her diligence and keen eye. Despite being in a personal relationship with John, she never lost sight of the moment’s significance. To have been present when he reunited with Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr in Los Angeles must have been breathtaking. The huge photo of John signing the dissolution agreement with the Beatles is iconic as well.

Then there are the purely personal, everyday moments. For example. only an intimate partner would have captured the shots of him eating soup and then blowing his nose!  She laughed and said, “I brought him hot and sour soup and he loved it. But it made his nose run! When I snapped that picture, he looked up from the Kleenex and said, ‘Really?’ But look how great the pictures are!” 

Her signed, limited-edition photographs are available for purchase at the exhibits, as well as her site, May Pang Photography. Prices are lower at the exhibits.

It is an opportunity of a lifetime to see these photos and meet May. The events are free, and she is happy to meet with fans and share stories about her time with John. If you always wanted to know how she got together with John, what it was like to live with him, and work with him on Mind Games and Walls & Bridges, (not to mention seeing a UFO in 1974!) then seeing her exhibit should be high on your list. 

May Pang
May Pang

An 11×17” poster is available for $50 that she will personally sign, depicting the cover of her excellent 2022 documentary entitled The Lost Weekend: A Love Story

The location and dates for her upcoming exhibits through early 2027 are posted at May Pang Photography. During September, beginning the 11th, she will be in California, with appearances in Menlo Park, Fresno, San Luis Obispo, and Santa Barbara.  

Many thanks to May for doing this tour across the country and sharing your stories and photos! 

Shelley Germeaux

September 2026

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Inside Number Three – The Story of Apple Records – Comes Alive in Liverpool

Inside Number Three - The AV Presentation
Inside Number Three – The AV Presentation

Inside No 3, the book that really starts to open up the doors to Apple Records, makes it’s first appearance at International Beatles Week in Liverpool this Bank Holiday Weekend. It is also his debut at this fantastic world – renowned Beatles festival.

Nigel Pearce, who has painstakingly worked to bring this publication to life, is making his first appearance at International BeatleWeek this year, and it promises to be a very special occasion to match!!

Nigel has put together an alternative and fresh angle to the operations of Apple Records – that no other has done. It is not a tell-all book, nor is it just a diary with facts and figures and a tale of events. It gets to where it really matters, the released output from No 3 Savile Row, London W.1 .

3 Savile Row
3 Savile Row

Nigel has within his personal archives every record issued from Savile Row, plus many demo recordings, test pressings along with many other artefacts that were used for Marketing, Advertising and Promotional purposes.

Having this material is one thing, but first of all putting around 10% of the total into the first book was no mean feat, but then to bring this material to life by hosting a completely musical, visual and live presentation is one that is really beyond many fans wildest dreams.

The Presentation

Each full interactive presentation takes around 2 and a half hours without any questions, and understanding the restrictions of time at The Adelphi Hotel, he has been able to concentrate on just one part of Apple.

He will be talking about the start of Apple from concept in 1966 to early 1969. All of this is accompanied by music and visual footage, which again will accompany his presentation. This means that his hour slot will be crammed to the full!!

David Bedford, who has seen most of the material, was staggered by what is within the full presentation, and knowing Nigel like I do he explains, “What he will bring to the festival will surprise many fans. The content is unique, enthralling, and of a very high level”.

Nigel’s Presentation will be given on Sunday 30th August at the Beatles convention at the Adelphi Hotel. Drop by and say hello, and then don’t miss the presentation.

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John Bezzini – Our Own “Buzz” – Reveals Rare Beatles Memorabilia

Our expert blogger and Beatles expert John Bezzini appeared on Jude Kessler’s YouTube Podcast “Tell Me Why”, and talked about his blog on The Beatles Bookstore, his collection, and shared some of those rare pieces during the interview.

MEET JOHN “BUZZ” BEZZINI

We’ve been enjoying the great blog that Buzz does for us on this website, but now you get to meet him! In a fascinating interview, Jude talks about his incredible blog, and they discuss the various pieces of memorabilia that John shares with her.

John Buzz Bezzini
John Buzz Bezzini

Make Sure You Watch this, it is pure gold!

Click on the link below:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUqKMOodgE&t=306s

A big thank you to Jude Kessler for doing this interview, and check out her great books and subscribe to her YouTube channel too!

David Bedford

MEET JUDE KESSLER

Jude Kessler
Jude Kessler
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John Lennon and his American dream: His cultural contributions amid a rocky path to legal status

Shelley at the Imagine Memorial in Central Park

By: Shelley L. Germeaux, July 17, 2026

In honor of the 250th anniversary of Independence Day in America, this article is about John Lennon’s American dream, his faith in this country and all it stood for. Despite being born and raised in Liverpool, England, he fell in love with America and wanted to live here. Unfortunately, he faced monumental legal struggles in the early 1970s to stay here because of his outspoken political views against the Vietnam war, and the Nixon administration wanted to silence him. In the end, justice and freedom won out through John’s patience, and the determination of his lawyer Leon Wildes. 

The minute John Lennon moved to New York City in the summer of 1971 with his wife Yoko Ono, he instantly felt at home. In his exhilaration, he wanted to become an American citizen. However, it took a ridiculous four years of legal battling to get permanent residency status in the U.S. The U.S. government used every legal means to deport him, rather than welcome the former Beatle with open arms. It was an incredibly stressful time for Lennon, who at times was in fear for his life. 

John was much beloved as the founder of the Beatles with millions of devoted fans. So why was the government working so hard to kick him out? The secret corrupt political war against Lennon would eventually be revealed, through author Jon Wiener’s 15-year legal battle to get records via the Freedom of Information Act. Wiener’s 1999 book, Gimme Some Truth, outlines his exhaustive effort to get these records, over one hundred pages of which are included in the book. [i]  What he uncovered was shocking. 

John’s love of America

John was completely wowed by America the first time The Beatles flew across the Atlantic to New York in February of 1964. He told reporter Larry Kane during that tour, “I think it’s marvelous, especially places like New York and Hollywood. I especially like the big places, the big cities, where the people are, where life is.” [ii]

Lennon had been against the Vietnam war as early as 1965, and to manager Brian Epstein’s dismay, he would be the first major celebrity to publicly voice his concerns about it. Larry Kane recalled John’s disgust when he joined the military in 1966 and showed up with his military haircut. He said John completely bristled and reddened. To John, serving in the U.S. military meant supporting the war, and Kane said they argued about it for an entire plane flight.[iii]

May Pang recalled in her 1983 book Loving John: The Untold Story, that John and Yoko went back to Manhattan shortly after they were married, in December of 1970. Yoko had lived there many years and knew it like the back of her hand. It was exciting, and John proclaimed to the co-founder of Rolling Stone magazine, Jann Wenner, “America is where it’s at. You know, I should have been born in New York, man. Why wasn’t I born there?” He continued, “I regret profoundly not being an American and not being born in Greenwich Village.” [iv]  

Move to New York, summer of 1971

Within a few months that dream would start to become reality. John and Yoko abruptly moved to New York on August 13, 1971, [v]  after Lennon’s album Imagine was recorded at Tittenhurst Park in Ascot, England. They were frantically searching for Yoko’s daughter, Kyoko, whom Tony Cox, her first husband, had disappeared with. They were given temporary visas, and after lengthy stays in various hotels, they finally settled in a flat at 105 Bank Street in the West Village. It was a bohemian lifestyle that offered a level of freedom John hadn’t known since his early days in Liverpool. 

John and Yoko instantly found themselves in the company of the notorious leftist radicals of the time, Bobby Seale, Jerry Rubin and Abbie Hoffman.[vi] They were active anti-war protesters who were involved with the violent riots at the 1968 Republican Convention. Jerry and Abbie had co-founded the Yippee movement and were members of the “Chicago Seven.” Bobby Seale founded the Black Panthers. They befriended Lennon the minute he got to New York, because of his celebrity power; he offered a big name to front their protests and radical movements against the Vietnam War and gain followers. The Lennons always made it clear to them that they were against violence. 

John and Yoko brought their beliefs to light when they were given the amazing opportunity to host the Mike Douglas Show in February of 1972, for five days.[vii] The popular mainstream show brought their counterculture ideas directly into American households; they discussed women’s liberation and the peace movement, and performed with Chuck Berry, one of John’s rock n’ roll heroes. Jerry Rubin and Bobby Seale also made guest appearances and talked about anti-war efforts. 

A set of five VHS tapes of these full episodes, with a book, was sold by Rhino in 1998. While long out of print, fans can still get this set on eBay.  On October 9, 2024, John’s birthday, Daytime Revolution[viii] was released, a 108-minute documentary including the best scenes from these episodes. The footage was cleaned up using current technology, making this a must-have for fans; it is available in current streaming formats and on DVD at Amazon.  

Director Erik Nelson said the shows, which reached forty million viewers, virtually “wrecked” John’s life, saying, “Unfortunately, he picked maybe the worst time possible to be that political” as it coincided with Nixon’s campaign for re-election in 1972. “This was seen correctly, I think, by the Nixon administration as a huge threat.” [ix] Since the voting age had just been reduced to eighteen, Nixon knew Lennon’s influence on that age group could cost him the election. After the shows aired, the administration, who had already been taking note of his activities, declared war on John Lennon. 

John’s attorney, Leon Wildes published the 2016 book, John Lennon vs. the USA: The Inside Story of the Most Bitterly Contested and Influential Deportation Case in United States History,  writing in the Introduction, “From that point on, the Nixon administration made life intolerable for John Lennon and Yoko Ono….I had never seen the government so determined to remove anyone from the United States. Every effort I made was thwarted in a relentless process to deport them as quickly as possible.”

The FBI files document their efforts to surveil him, proving what John had suspected, and openly discussed during his appearance on ABC’s The Dick Cavett Show, May 11, 1972.[x] At the time, this seemed ridiculous to most people. John was a rock musician, not some kind of mafia boss or wanted criminal. He was vocal about his beliefs, but those beliefs were widely held; the idea that the government was actively surveilling him seemed preposterous. No one but him took it seriously, but eventually it turned out that he was correct. 

The following month, in June of 1972, he released the double album Sometime in New York City [xi] with the Plastic Ono Band, backed by Elephant’s Memory. It included both live and studio recordings. The album would go down in history as his most political, including songs like “Luck O’ the Irish”, about the conflict in Northern Ireland, as well as “Sunday Bloody Sunday.”  “Attica State” relayed the conditions at Attica State Prison, and “John Sinclair” was about a guy who was jailed for pot possession. “Woman is the Nigger of the World” was about how men tended to treat women, triggering a lot of controversy and accusations of racism; but John explained that women had been kept “down” for so long that they felt like slaves.  “New York City” was an upbeat song reflecting his love of his new home. 

The critical reception of the album was dismal. The harsh, politically charged songs were a hard pill to swallow for his fans, and this depressed John a great deal. About this time, Geraldo Rivera approached the Lennons on the appalling conditions at Willowbrook State School, a facility on Staten Island that housed children with disabilities. John and Yoko were moved by the situation and wanted to help. They agreed to do two One to One benefit concerts at Madison Square Garden on August 30, 1972.

The shows raised over $1.5 million and led to major legislative reform for individuals with intellectual and developmental disabilities.  They were the only full-length live concerts John Lennon performed after the break-up of the Beatles. The shows were memorialized in a 2024 documentary entitled One to One. In 2026, the film Power to the People  had a limited theatrical release as a follow up to the October 2025 box set, Power to the People: Live at the One to One ConcertThe box set comes in multiple formats and price levels.

In addition, documentaries LENNONYC (2010) and The U.S. vs John Lennon (2006) provide further insight into his years in New York. 

Nixon won re-election at the end of 1972, to the Lennons’ dismay, and his administration kept their thumb on Lennon’s situation. On March 23, 1973, the judge declared him an “excludable alien” due to his 1968 drug conviction in England. [xii]  Despite the revelation that the substance was planted by a corrupt police officer, John had been advised at the time to plead guilty and pay a fine. So, the guilty admission overruled the faulty conviction. The Lennons were applying for permanent residence, but these applications were repeatedly ignored. 

Yoko Ono was fine to stay, after having lived in New York for so many years, but Lennon was ordered to leave the country. Lennon appealed this decision, but on July 10, 1974, the decision was upheld and John was ordered to leave the country by September 10. This order was also appealed by Lennon. Interestingly, because of the Watergate scandal, President Nixon resigned from office in disgrace on August 9, 1974.

The strain on John and Yoko’s marriage during this ordeal was such that they separated for eighteen months. John took their assistant May Pang to Los Angeles for a long “lost weekend” and then back to New York City where they shared an apartment by the East River. This apartment was where they saw a UFO, and where John was photographed by Bob Gruen wearing his New York City T-shirt. May Pang’s story was released in her books Loving John: The Untold Story (1983), (long out of print but used copies can be purchased on eBay),  Instamatic Karma(2008), and a documentary, The Lost Weekend: A Love Story (2022), available as a DVD and on streaming services. 

This relationship was much more than an affair. Her story is a unique one, as she benefited John’s life in many ways. He did go on some unfortunate drinking benders in L.A., but she helped him during his work on the 1973 album Mind Games and was coordinator on his 1974 album Walls and Bridges, contributing background vocals on “9 Dream.” The song “Surprise, Surprise (Sweet Bird of Paradox)” was inspired by her. Both albums were met with critical success. She encouraged the reunion with his son Julian, as well as the other Beatles, not to mention countless other musicians like Harry Nillson, Mick Jagger and Elton John. 

They seemed very happy, that is, until the end of January 1975, when May recalled many urgent phone calls from Yoko. Heated arguments ensued, causing John to slam the phone down. May knew something was very wrong, but he assured her things were fine. To her shock, John suddenly left for the Dakota during the first week of February 1975 without explanation and didn’t come back, except to pack his things. Communications after that were cryptic and confusing.

Ironically, his departure coincided precisely with the commencement of the lawsuit with Morris Levy, as explained in the 2022 book by Jay Bergen, Lennon, the Mobster and the Lawyer.[xiii] This was over a copyright infringement case that was turning ugly, and Jay began his work with John right at the end of January. Perhaps John realized it was time to “face the music” and go home, to work on these lawsuits. He and Yoko needed to form a united front to ensure success.  Another week or so later it was revealed that Yoko was pregnant with their son, Sean. After Yoko’s earlier miscarriages, this was a fragile situation that John wanted to take responsibility for.

Eventually, both legal battles would be headed in John’s favor with the help of his astute lawyers, and John and Yoko’s attention to personal and business matters. 

Legal Resolution at America’s bicentennial  

When the four-year grueling deportation case finally came to a close in October 7, 1975, right before Lennon’s 35th birthday, his attorney Leon Wildes made a great final point to Judge Kaufman in the courtroom. He made the assertion that John had been illegally persecuted by the government for his beliefs: “There is substantial reason to believe that official government action was based principally on a desire to silence political opposition squarely protected by the First Amendment.” [xiv]

John expressed his strong love of America in his final statement to the court, saying that all his professional interests and financial holdings were now in the United States, and that removal “would be like removing a fish from water, as it would uproot me from the environment which I believe most contributes to my life and work as an artist.”[xv]

Judge Kaufman ruled in John’s favor, saying, “Lennon’s four-year battle to remain in our country is testimony to his faith in the American dream.”[xvi] The deportation order was overturned. 

John and Yoko were delirious with joy. Their son Sean was born two days later on John’s birthday. Life was good again. By the time this happened, the war had been over for several months. Gerald Ford was now president, and there was no further government objection to John Lennon being in the country. 

Larry Kane said in Lennon Revealed, “After four years of arduous court battles, John Lennon was given the green light to get the U.S. resident status that he wanted so badly. The people in the U.S. government who had waged a long, hard struggle to kick John Lennon out of America were wrong about his intentions. John wasn’t out to undermine the United States, its government, or the nation’s democratic process. More than anything, he wanted to become an American and help America become a stronger, better nation.” [xvii]

John got his green card July 27, 1976, which made him eligible to apply for citizenship in 5 years. Ironically, Americans were celebrating the 200th anniversary and bicentennial of our nation’s Declaration of Independence from Britain. And to John, it marked the path to his freedom as well. 

Emotionally shredded after his ordeal, and grateful for this resolution, his political days were over and he retreated into the Dakota to raise his son. He declared himself a “househusband” for five years, raising Sean while Yoko attended to the business matters, and he was never the happier. He became an inspiration to other couples, that it was ok to switch roles, and have the daddy stay home while the mom worked. 

He finally began working on Double Fantasy, released in November of 1980. It was a romantic album, reflecting the reconciliation with his wife, with “(Just Like) Starting Over” and what it was like to be a daddy, in the song “Beautiful Boy.” To promote the album, he gave extensive hours-long interviews that would become important reference material after his death. 

David Sheff interviewed John and Yoko for Playboy Magazine in September; (Jan. 1981 issue, on newsstands in Nov. 1980), and the full text has been published in multiple books, John Lennon & Yoko Ono: The Final Testament(1981) and Last Interview: All We Are Saying – John Lennon & Yoko Ono, both by David Sheff. These books can be purchased on multiple sites.

Andy Peebles interviewed the Lennons on December 6, published in his 1982 book The Last Lennon Tapes. John and Yoko’s very last interview was on December 8, hours before John was killed. This was with RKO radio, by Dave Sholin, Laurie Kaye and Ron Hummel and can be heard at You Tube. In addition, Laurie Kaye published Confessions of a Rock ‘n’ Roll Name Dropper in 2023 documenting her experience.

Final thoughts

Sadly, John had little time left. He was brutally murdered by a deranged individual on the night of December 8, 1980, outside his home at the Dakota Apartments, and the world was plunged into mourning. His intention to apply for citizenship in 1981 was cruelly denied. John fought hard to stay in the city he had grown to love so much, and his outspoken beliefs on many subjects, including politics, religion, sexual freedom and women’s rights, along with the joys of parenthood were way ahead of his time. They changed our culture for the better. 

Shelley Germeaux at John’s Imagine Mosaic in Central Park, Feb. 6, 2014, for the 50th anniversary of the Beatles’ first American visit. Photo © 2014 Ron R. Germeaux 

He was an “honorary American” in my book, who never had legal citizenship but certainly had the love of millions of American citizens. Every year on his birthday and the anniversary of his death, fans arrive with flowers and candles at the Imagine Mosaic at Strawberry Fields in Central Park, to pay homage to him. And for all of this, I tip my hat to John and his efforts to stay in the Land of the Free. You are, and will always be loved, John. 

Copyright notice- ©Shelley Germeaux 2026: This article is subject to copyright restrictions and may not be reproduced without the author’s permission. 

Endnotes


[i] Gimme Some Truth, Jon Wiener, University of California Press, 1999, Introduction

[ii] Lennon Revealed, Larry Kane, (p126)

[iii] Lennon Revealed, Larry Kane, (p112-115)

[iv] Lennon Remembers, 1970 Roling Stone interviews with John Lennon and Yoko Ono, (p144)

[v] John Lennon vs. the USA, Leon Wildes, (p256), date of entry to U.S.

[vi] https://performingsongwriter.com/john-lennon-fbi-files/

[vii] https://www.imaginepeace.com/archives/24608

[viii] https://www.johnlennon.com/news/daytime-revolution/

[ix]https://www.kcrw.com/shows/press-play-with-madeleine-brand/stories/lennon-ono-mike-douglas-show

[x] https://faroutmagazine.co.uk/john-lennon-yoko-ono-fbi-surveillance-dick-cavett-show-video-1972/

[xi] https://www.johnlennon.com/music/albums/sometime-in-new-york-city-2/

[xii] https://law.justia.com/cases/federal/appellate-courts/F2/527/187/309916/

[xiii] Lennon, the Mobster and the Lawyer: The Untold Story, Jay Bergen (2022)

[xiv] Lennon Revealed, Larry Kane (p122)

[xv] John Lennon vs. the USA, Leon Wildes, (p168)

[xvi] Ibid (pg 197)

[xvii] Lennon Revealed, Larry Kane (p 124)

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Michael Hill and John Lennon

Michael Hill (left) next to Pete Shotton
Michael Hill (left) next to Pete Shotton

Sad to share that my friend Michael Hill has passed away. I didn’t want to say anything until I knew that everyone he knew had been told. His daughter let me know last week that he had died.

I had the honour and pleasure to edit and publish his great book, “John Lennon: The Boy Who Became A Legend”, about his friendship with John through both Dovedale School and Quarry Bank. It was Michael who introduced John to the music of Little Richard, through “Long Tall Sally”, the record Michael had bought in Holland. When John heard it in Michael’s house, he said it was so great that he couldn’t speak. It changed John’s life.

Michael had lived in Australia for many years, so it was great to catch up with him when he visited Liverpool. 

We filmed him for our “Looking for Lennon” documentary film, and excerpt of which is shown in the Strawberry Field Liverpool experience. Michael’s book has been sold there with the profits going to Strawberry Field. 

His best friend at school, Don Beattie, is the last remaining of the four friends who listened to records at Michael’s house, along with John and Pete Shotton.

His book is still for sale at The Beatles Bookstore if you haven’t got a copy. The last few signed copies are left.

David Bedford

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Liddypod 33 is here! Paul’s lost bass, new Ringo album and tributes too

In this latest episode of the Liverpool Beatles podcast Liddypod, with Beatles banter from hosts David Bedford and Paul Beesley, they discuss, over a breakfast of course, the latest McCartney documentary, new Ringo album, and pay tribute to Len Garry and Joe Ankrah.

Why not catch up on all the previous episodes at www.liddypod.com